Beep Bop Boop

Man, I am hurting to see those Amsterdamn picks, but I think it's kind of like my roommates and the dishes: it's not going to happen until it finally fucking happens. Know what I'm saying?

I have one final tomorrow (Tsunokais) and one on Friday. I have pretty much already thrown in the towel - they're going to be so easy - but I wish they would just finally be over. I've been dicking around HARD CORE pretending to study, so it would be nice to be done completely.

Nick and Jakes birthday, unfortunatley, fell on the weekend before Finals week so it was slightly uneventful. Nick was studying for about 72 straight hours over the weekend but I think he did go out Friday night (I got off work at 10:30 and, knowing I had to work again the next morning at 8:30, went home and got in bed). I went over to Walkers/Andrews Sunday night for home-made lasagna w/ Jake, Mary and Jen. Not sure if it was a birthday celebration or not but it was some socializing at any rate.

One of my coworkers is going through some hard shit right now - she and her son moved in with her boyfriend, then four days later he flips a shit and kicks her out, pulls the i'm-putting-all-your-shit-on-the-front-lawn move, and she has to sleep on her parents living room floor with her kid while she trys to find a new place slash figure out what the hell happened with her boyfriend. So some of us Terra employees have decided to all get together Monday night and have a potluck style food/wine/beer fest... which is something we've been trying to do for a while, but it only now came together because Jeannie got fucked. Anyway, I'm hosting so it should be a blast. I think Nick will be the only roomie in town then so I hope he's not too irritated.

Robin mentioned having a party this weekend which of course makes me simultaneosly shit myself and vomit my heart. Nice, huh? You know how I am... as if I'm not anal enough, we have to go and get busted by the cops with a $1000 Noise-Disturbance ticket, and now Rob wants to have a "chill" party? Yo I don't think so. But whatev. I bit my tongue when she brought it up... I'm sure I'll be snapping it this weekend when I get home from work and there's a rager at the house.

Mitch came up for a night this past weekend so we could see The Golden Compass (it sucked). You know what else sucks? Having a boyfriend that doesn't live in the same town/city/whatever as you. THAT sucks. It's hella lame. Everytime he visits I get sooooo happy and soooo excited. It is always so nice to see him, and the whole time he's visiting I'm happier than I have been all year. Seriously, the happiest I am up here is when he is visiting. And then THAT just makes me kinda depressed when he leaves. He's my best friend now and it just sucks that I only get to see him every couple weeks. He usually leaves Sunday morning before I have to work, so I end up spending my whole shift thinking about him and how much fun we have together and how happy he makes me. (Cheesy, huh?) I'm way stoked to see him over break.... not sure if I told you or not but he has his own place in Seattle now. It's super sweet, and I stay with him when I'm visiting instead of with my mamma, which works out because Mitch works during the day so I hang out with my mom then and with Mitch at night. I like staying there because I can kind of pretend it's my own place sometimes, like when he gets up early to go to work, I get to sleep in, and when I wake up I have the place all to myself so I walk to the corner cafe and grab a coffee and croissant and eat it at his place while watching Twin Peaks or Lost or something. It's totally awesome to not actually live with your boyfriend but just stay at his place for a week or two and pretend you two live together, because then you don't actually get annoyed with them or pissed off at them, it's just really fun. Like playing house. Anyway, I've just found myself lately missing him a lot... maybe it's because he was just visiting, but it sucks no matter what.

Well I don't have to miss you two for much longer! It's kind of weird that you'll be back in the states but not back here. I don't know why thats weird, but it just is. I feel like you should come to Bellingham first, that that should be your return-culture shock. I'm leaving town around the 18th anyway and coming back on the 21, then going back again on the 24th and returning to Bellingham (probably for good) on the 27th. Can't wait to see you guys!!!!